DesigNing

小丑

在台上做一堆爛動作討好觀眾　笑聲轟隆隆
每天都做同樣的動作　努力工作　(為了生活)
爸媽牽著開心小朋友都來看我　都來看翻來翻去的我
看看他們愉快的臉孔　再看看我　好多話想說

(那天你也來看我)
怎麼會一見到你我就失控？
(每個動作都出錯)
原來我被愛迷惑

(你看著我竟笑了好久)
不自主的手腳揮來揮去不知所措
(看來你可能喜歡我)
想到這摔倒也不痛
(還是你喜歡小丑？)
才發現笨拙的我淚和汗竟沒有不同
(表演完你一下就走)
只是個小丑

(那天你也來看我)
原本無趣的遊戲也變幽默
(每個誇張的動作)
都是為了你而做

(你看著我竟笑了好久)
你為我加油揉揉眼睛確定沒有看錯
(看來你可能喜歡我)
討好你翻一個跟斗
(還是你喜歡小丑？)
才發現舞台上和現實生活沒有不同
(表演完你一下就走)
只是個小丑

你離開之後再也不可能會想起我　(我只是笨小丑)
每一個人都一樣看了笑一笑就過　(我只是笨小丑)
竟然要忍痛看著你嘲笑我的醜陋　(我只是笨小丑)
一堆話藏在心裡沒有一句能夠說　(我只是笨小丑)

(你看著我竟笑了好久)
不自主的手腳揮來揮去不知所措
(看來你可能喜歡我)
想到這摔倒也不痛
(還是你喜歡小丑？)
才發現笨拙的我淚和汗竟沒有不同
(表演完你一下就走)
我不是小丑

Clown

The ridiculous actions on stage are for the laughter of the audience
The repetition of these routines is to (Make ends meet)
Parents and their happy kids come to see me, to see the dancing me
Looking at their contempt faces, looking at myself
There's so much that I want to say

(You came to see me that day)
Why did I lose control upon seeing you?
(Everything went wrong)
It was because I fell in love

(Watching me, you laughed so hard)
My confused limbs flailed aimlessly here and there
(It appeared you might like me )
With this thought, even falling didn't hurt
(Or it could just be that you like clowns)
I realized how it's impossible to tell my sweat from my tears
(You left right after the performance)
I'm just a clown

(You came to see me that day)
Even those boring games seemed hilarious
(Every exaggerated move)
Is done for you

(Watching me, you laughed so hard)
I rubbed my eyes to make sure you were really cheering for me
(It appeared you might like me)
I did a cartwheel to impress you
(Or it could just be that you like clowns)
I realized there’s nothing different between what happens on stage and in real life
(You left right after the performance)
I'm just a clown

There's no way you would think of me again (I'm just a stupid clown)
Just like everyone else, you came just for laughs (I'm just a stupid clown)
I had to endure the pain of you laughing at my ugliness (I'm just a stupid clown)
There's so much I want to say but no one to talk to (I'm just a stupid clown)

(Watching me, you laughed so hard)
My confused limbs flailed aimlessly here and there
(It appeared you might like me)
With this thought, even falling didn't hurt
(Or it could just be that you like clowns)
I realized how it's impossible to tell my sweat from my tears
(You left right after the performance)
I'm not a clown

-羅寗 Michelle Ning Lo